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Name: candace
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Louis
Birthday: 9/12/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: I think I'm a pretty simple girl, I love, love, love music, hanging out with friends, sisterhood nights, movies, shopping, trying new things, concerts, anything outside, drawing, guitar hero, DDR, clubbing, meeting new people, and laughing my ass off.. oh and my kitty Chandler!!
Expertise: You
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  candido04
Member Since:
11/11/2004
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| So... back in StL and things are going alright. Started hanging with a lot of my old friends and some friends I haven't seen in 3 years! I really don't think I have gone through so much drama in a long time. It's dumb though.. I got in a fight with Dan and realized things aren't like they used to be, a lot of my guy friends like me and I can't really turn to them for help. Damn biased boys! It's been really hard.. I've started to realize how much I've changed and have lost parts of me that I miss a lot. If I'm not making any sense just ignore what I'm saying. I used to draw and be up for trying new things and being a lot more relaxed but somehow I've lost it. It's really strange but I was talking to my friend Leah and realized I have this automatic bitch button built in. Out of no where I lose patience and turn into this annoying bitch. I realize the things I'm saying dont even sound like me and wonder who is this person? I feel like I have no control over it. Someone please help me find where I've gone!!! | | |
| I'm realizing that I am very sick of the same situation happening over and over.. Basically when I want to have fun and meet new people for some reason I always come off in the wrong way. I can flirt way too much sometimes but for once I wish I could just have one guy friend. I thought it was possible once to have a good guy friend but then was betrayed especially when they got a girlfriend. I know a girlfriend wants to hang out with her boyfriend all the time but I know at least once a week or even once a month it would be cool to just hang out with them. For instance if my bf had a girl bestfriend I'm ok with letting him hang out with her. I trust him, I guess that's why my relationship works better than most relationships.. Sorry needed to vent. | | |
| So I'm really bored sitting here waiting to take my open book, open note final and realized it has been entirely too long since I last wrote in this thing. I didn't think I would ever post again but I miss having somewhere to just type silly nothings or just anything I feel like. Anyways.. I'm so happy for my classes to be over!! One more final and I finally get to have a summer! I'm not really sure what my plans are for the time being.. I have a couple options to do for the next 6 weeks: 1. Florida- Jenny Yates invited me to go with her and 6 other people and it would be July 20-26. It would only cost $100 to stay and drive down (not including food) Not a bad deal, and how many times do I have an opportunity to go to Florida? 2. Connecticut- Pat is currenty living there training and all that jazz for the Navy. It would cost around $180 for a round trip and I would get to see Pat.. He said he could help with the cost too. 3. Rolla- Dan is staying in Rolla until his summer class is over, it would only be a week and we wouldn't have to worry about parents (staying the night and that crap) 4. Home- I will eventually be going home for awhile. One because I really love just being in StL and getting to see some of my old friends, but to also visit my grandma. She isn't doing her best and is now on an oxygen tank and checked on regularly by a nurse. She can't dye her hair anymore bc of the fumes but will still take her tubes out to smoke?? She doesn't worry about her diet and eats what she wants. She really is at the point where she is just ready to go, she might as well do what she loves while she can as long as she's happy. Well I think that is all I have right now, I have to get ready for the test. It's been nice talking to you again. | | |
| xanga is kind of a waste since no one uses it anymore.. facebook is more exciting and so is myspace
don't think I will be writing on here much anymore, sorry | | |
| I'm home!! I got back yesterday night and am so happy to finally be home. I got to see my puppy!! He's a lot bigger than he was when I left, he's so cute. I'm kind of just chillin at home today, I was goin to take my lil brother to daycare so I can shop for some work clothes and stuff but he started crying and didn't want to go.. I felt really bad so I decided to just clean up around the house and get settled in. It's weird because it doesn't really feel like summer yet, might be the weather? Not sure. I get to see Dan for 3 months straight so that makes me really happy!! I love summer, ttyl  | | |
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Hello my name is Candace, some might know me but if you don't, why not?? I love meeting new people and having fun, listening to MUSIC!!, playing guitar hero, clubbing, movies, drawing, siterhood nights, hanging with my homies in StL, shopping, taking long naps, being random, spending time with my amazing boyfriend, trying to cook, laughing til it hurts, DDR, anything outside, acting stupid, and being around the ones I love <3
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If you do it, you might regret it.
If you don't, you might regret it.
Either way you might regret it..
So you might as well do it!
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